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Of Friends and Love.


Well, what can I say... I hate this pic in a way. This was somewhere in 2005. We were gating for 10 days. In a way, they could be considered 10 of the worst days ever for some people. Still, the amount of time we shared as friends made up to it. We didn't enjoy at all... We suffered together. And, it was great! :D


Now then, ain't that smart. Those were the days. 2nd from the left is me. The one in the middle is my best friend, Vima.

"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!"

L, I hope you understand what I meant there. 100% from me.

Sigh.
Blew it. Blew everything with it. She went like "I'd take a bullet for him". Just a god damn expression. Well, I didn't take any bullet for this girl though. Just through a hell load of running several times. Fuck the expressions ayte? It ain't true until you've done it.

Imagine you're doing an objective question. There's A, B, C and D. There is 1 correct answer and 3 wrong ones. M, if I said your friends' answer was wrong and your friends' said my answer was wrong too then what's the right answer? Where's the truth and where's the lie?

All these pictures are original and at least used to belong to Roshann. Was taken with various camera's at different times.

Comments

Anonymous said…
this is complicated...
n a lil too personal.
cmon la. its a blog!
not ure diary...
RoCkInGDeViL said…
Say...it kinda sux when this happens...Dude..It takes two to tango..u can't be the only one who "blew it"...I bet it would have been the girl's fault as well(at least a little) so don't blame urself as it ain't worth it...Take it as it wasn't meant to be..*TaDa!!* Btw,ur too good for ur own good..anyway...i'm not ur friend at all so dont bother cracking ur head figuring out who i am(if u do do that)..I'm some random person u relly dunno...:)
Peace..

P/S: Do U NOE WHAT Love Means?No?If U Don't..Go Understand It First..Love CANNNOT be expressed with words(my opinion)..trust me..it ain't correct if it is expressed with words..it's a feeling u feel(DUH!) but theres more to it..Go figure...

P/S/S: to anonymous: A blog is where u express urself dear..i mean it IS ur blog..u can type in anything u fu*king wish..get ya facts rite...
Sakun said…
Heya!!! I got NO comments! XD

but i liked this part most...:

Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!"

BUT HOW DOES UR POST RELATE TO MINE?....
Roshann said…
a sec, r u guys better than that? :D
haha
anyways, who r u mr/ms anonymous rockingdevil?
u seem pretty interesting actually.
so, please.
Anonymous said…
eyh man.
asip ere.
i feel u bro.
had da same thing.

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